Monday, January 19, 2009

I Surrender

Right now I am just angry at Mental P Mama, Marlene, and BHE.  Angry.  Annoyed.  Ticked.  You all and your healthy ways.  I seriously dislike that, you know.  I've read your posts,  learned about your plans to regain your bodies and health, and cheered when you each lost weight.  I did that because I'm nice.

But me diet?  No.

Me stay happy with the as-I-am me?  You bet.

I have some friends with thicker middles, so I was simply going to spend more time with them.

But your pesky posts perculated in my pea-brain.  They poked me and pinched me and called mean names.  Yep, that's what they did.

So, on Friday, when every school in town was closed because it was -11 at school time, I pulled out the Wii Fit.  I have refused to use it since Santa arrived with it, but on Friday I began to think that if you all could do something good for your bodies, I could, too.

My goal of one chin-up by Christmas failed.  (Now I'm trying for one by my April birthday.)  I figured that the Wii Fit would do what I needed.

First, I went through the assessment portion.  ARGGGH!  It said that I am 57 years fit.  Excuse me, that's one entire decade older than my actual age.  Then it said I was 20 pounds heavier than I thought I was.  Then it said I was overweight bordering on obese.

Then I got a little scared, and I began to think that maybe the Mama, Marlene, and BHE are going the right direction.

My plan is now:
  • to be careful in my eating
  • to actually workout with the Wii Fit regularly
  • to continue my chin-up pursuit
And we shall see what happens.  Today, when I think of Dr. King telling us that the unthinkable could be achieved, I believe.  I believe for MPM, for Marlene, for BHE, for me, and for anyone else out there with a dream or goal that seems elusive.


Mental P Mama said...

Good for you! I fell of the wagon, but am climbing back on today!

Unknown said...

Woo Hoo...I am proud of you and Yes, we can! I have wanted this so long for myself and I want this for you too.

I love you and I am happy to have you amongst us. I have realized that big changes take time and persistence, so this experience is teaching me patience as well.

One morsel at a time!


Noe Noe Girl...A Queen of all Trades. said...

Go Girl! I am proud of you!

Pancake said...

NOOOOO NOT you too!!! You went over to the skinny side!!

I am proud of you! Maybe I need to get the WII fit too.... Do you like it?

Unknown said...

Let US know how that WII fit works out....I definately need to get my butt off this computer chair!

Nora said...

I want wii fit! Please keep us update. And good for you. You can do it!

Pleasing Procrasinator said...

You go!! I am glad there is another to add for the support.
I fell hard this weekend but I am climbing back on. I was feeling better when exercising and I haven't for four days now, I can tell.
Keep us posted:) Good Luck!

As Cape Cod Turns said...

I need to remember to have my girls show me how to actually turn on the Wii Fit. I'll try to remember that by March....

Ashley said...

That Wii Fit has no idea what it's talking about... :)

Anonymous said...

Right now, I am really angry at you that you aren't angry at me. Hello. Think about it. (I am teasing you)

Big Hair Envy said...

We welcome you with open arms!!!!

I really want a Wii Fit...